A Serene Halloween Weekend

Been doing nothin' at all this weekend, but I kinda enjoy the serenity

Years ago, I've tried to explain to someone how I enjoyed loneliness (yes, Aquarius needs lots of space), but he couldn't understand, kept saying "loneliness" was a derogatory term already, which no one would enjoy.  Yes, he was such a macho and had big egos that he tried every bit of his effort to degrade my thoughts.  He was one of the biggest mistakes in my life and I'm glad it's over.  [J1, you knew a bit of that story ]

 Maybe I had problems expressing my feelings in this sense.  I started to have the idea of "enjoying loneliness" when I was studying in London.  I was sick of getting upset because of the dreadful weather, while my dear Mama couldn't understand how helpless a teenage girl was when she had to face a totally alien life all by herself.  All Mama said was "I spent a fortune to get you here and you're crying now?  I would've died for such opportunities!  I was deprived of such as a child and I gave you the best, so stop whining and show me good grades!"  OK, guess I should  then. 

There came the moment when I started telling myself: No one, not even your loved ones, could ever make you happy, except yourself.  Breathing the damp cold morning breeze would make me happy.  The Spring blossoms would make me happy.  Seeing someone on the street walking her dog would make me happy.  Cooking up a pot of curry and finishing it all by myself would make me happy.  Got what I meant by "enjoying loneliness" now?  ummm... 

Time to share a bit of the rubbish I've been working up this weekend.

First of all, a big thank you to Onimal  

Screenshot from Black Mask 2

Your new blog entry cleared all clouds above my head like a stream of warm rays

Then, I've been a bit worried about J1, but I'm sure she'd be OK and she can deal with anything with her wisdom.  Hope you didn't really miss that special event last night, and you know I'm all ears if you need me, OK?

The MUSIC-MAN!

Watched some great footies last night: Manchester United vs Hull, then Spurs vs Liverpool.  Man Utd won 4:3 which was a close call, but the Spurs' victory of 2:1 at 90 mins was nonetheless nerve wrecking.  Thanks for providing such entertainments to me on my sleepless night  Plus, Xabi Alonso and Steven Gerrard are soooo cute!

Hilarious, eh?

When I got up this morning, I was determined to make some ringtones for my new phone.  Yes, my 4-month-old SE G900 decided to go scuba diving in a bucket of water a few days ago , so I got this...

TouchWIZ F488

Yeah this phone is nice, pinkish and all with a 5.0 mega pixel cam which serves my snapshot purpose, but I still miss my G900 and the ...

OK, so I've been cutting clips of my fav MP3s into ringtones (of coz old stuff from Leehom, Amei, Joanna Wang, etc. would've been there already ).  Miraculously, as impatient as I am, I actually spent the whole morning splitting less than 10 MP3s only, coz I wanted them to be so good that I did the clips down to 0.001 second  Can't help to think that maybe I could join another team in my company which works on media stuff!

Here are some of them:

Video: http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=lqG91mzqRBs

謝安琪 - 囍帖街

So much feelings were stirring inside me when I first listened to this song.  Thanks Eric Kwok, great job!

Video: http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=wBuWV3IhLqY

謝安琪 - 十字架

Another great song by Kay.  Adrian Chow is good too.

Video: http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=gVr_cM_d55I

梁靜茹 - 會呼吸的痛

This is the song I've been humming most of the time for the past year.

Video: http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=Fo-cUIEe38I

周杰倫 - 說好的幸福呢

A typical sad love song from Jay, but I'm lovin' it

Also got some pics back from a friend last night and uploaded them into an album for other friends.

I'm fall..ing...

On my nerdy side, I've been reading up astronomy stuff about "Age of Aquarius" which started in Aug 2008 when there was a total eclipse of the Sun.  Wouldn't that have something to do with the recent turmoil around the world?

Still debating if I should go and have a walk by the seaside while getting some ciggies home.  Looks like it's gonna rain, but I've been eating too much lately that I really need some workout!

Oh well, let's decide after my nap

Love y'all