Got really pissed off this time!!!

First of all, I'm proud to admit that:

I PARTY

I DRINK

I SMOKE

I WEAR BIKINIS

SO FUCKING WHAT THEN???

Been having quite a day without my boss around, until I heard about these...

A General Manager of a big corporation I work for, who is renowned to be a devoted Christian , did these:

1) Covered up for an incapable staff who could not even perform basic tasks of her job and would blame her subordinates for her own fault, just because she pretended to be the victim the whole time in front of him, and told everyone that she had to leave on time coz she had to get him birthday & X'mas gifts.  Everyone was like  except him.

2) Talked about MOI behind my backs in front of colleagues from other teams, that he has bumped into me wearing tube-top at LKF and saw me , indicating how indecent I was

3) Just because some barbaric customers refused to pay their valid bills and threatened to go to the press, he freaked out while holding onto his pockets , and asked me to beg our business partners for discounts as "favours"

These facts alerted me to review my job status:

1) Why the hell should I put so much efforts into what I do with stupid comments about my personal life and no appreciations towards my work at all?

2) Why the fuck, for the past year, have I been working at office for at least 10 hours without lunch break in the day while working at home in the evening on weekdays as well as weekends, with no OT, no life at all?

3) Why should I put up with wankers in the team who pretend to be so-called decent and extremely hardworking (I know you aren't, prick), while I've been cleaning shit up for the projects they own just because of a simple note of "Please handle these, I didn't have proper training to deal with them. "  FUCK THAT   Who would expect anyone to "teach" you anything on the job?  I'm able to self-learnt everything because I was willing to spend time going through old files and emails.  DUH

4) My boss is a man with good-heart indeed (unlike that hypocrite General Manager who is my boss' boss), but he is way too soft to get me out of such situations.

It's just not worth it.  For my career, I've sacrificed my love life, my precious time spent with my lovely kitties, my friendship (though I believe true friends still care about me even if we don't see other often).  Worst of all, I've sacrificed my health.  Spending long time working on a desktop at work and a laptop at home gave me TENDINITIS.  Long-term stress due to overwork gave me  NAUSEA, FLUCTUATION OF BLOOD PRESSURE AND HEARTBEAT, INSOMNIA, STOMACHACHE, FLU, etc., which are signs of ANXIETY DISORDER.  So what I'm gonna do from now on are:

1) Stick to my contract.  Be at office from Mon-Fri between 0900-1800 with lunch breaks between 1230-1330, and on Sat between 0900-1300 once every 4 weeks.  These are the timeslots I'm being paid for

2) No more office work at home.  I've got better things to do like starting to introduce well-selected male guests to my kitties  (remember, I'm the extremely picky bitch)

3) Go fuck themselves, wankers.  The most I'll do is to write up workflows for them to follow DURING OFFICE HOURS and nothing more

4) I'll slowly cut off sleeping pills and allow myself at least 6 hours' good quality sleep per day without nightmare 

5) I'll keep being myself, i.e. , drink till I drop (actually I've never been dropped, anyone dare to give it a try? ), wear whatever I want, say whatever I need to...  As our CEO is famous of shouting at and swearing to his staff in English and Cantonese, I'm more than ready to face the challenge.  I'm sure I can beat him coz I'm not ony able to swear fluently in English, Cantonese and Mandarin, but also ruggedly in French and Italian

NOW GUYS AND GALS, I'M READY FOR PARTY NOW

Sorry for being such a nagger in my first blog, I just need to blow it all out badly tonight!  You'll bet the next one will be about how I have fun with my homies