Nowadays, I get moody easily. I can’t control my tempered like I used to. I hate myself for that. I find that reading a book, watching movie or shopping can really let me distress. Ok, shopping is a big NO way now. My dad was unemployed for more than 6months. Financially, I not much better off than before. I had finish watching those movies I can watch or I want to watch. I had also reread most of my books. I want to continue rereading it but people kept lending books from me. Books and movies don’t last long. After a few days I need story to keep me moving on. 
Anyway, I just don’t know why I kept feeling so empty. It was like my body is missing something. It always does. I’m longing for something. Searching hard for it and I know I never find it. Because I don’t know what that thing I was actually looking for.
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