back to basis..
2009-02-06 10:00PM / 標準BLOG
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This
semester come back to school, realize that a lot of things aren't the
same again. I always thought that as long as be kind to other people,
they will treat me the same way back. But, I'm wrong. Maybe I'm too
kind, I always trusted people too much, but at the end, I'm the one who
get hurt. who should take the blame?? ME myself??
There's a person been cared and there for me for 6 months, but out of
sudden, that person changed, start to ignore me. I really no idea what
I have done. I don't dare to ask. I don't dare to do anything. But
what's left inside of me, it's just another broken heart again. If you
ask me... Do you trust love? I can tell you now, I don't trust anymore.
I always thought that loving someone or being love by a person is the
most happiest thing. But when it's come to an end of love. It's the
most heart breaking part. I just feel fade up. I should move on. I
always thought that I have learn my lesson from the past, always
thought that i won't fooled by people that easily, because i have
learned my lesson. But I was wrong. I still doing the same thing,
repeating the same mistake. Infinity care about that person, always
hope that person will appreciate me. I did not hope that i will get
anything return, but all i need just appreciation. I'm not really a
greedy person. But, seems like people that I fall for, it's just not
right.
I love to be in love. I like the feeling. But the scariest part is, out
of sudden things changes without a reason. Do people always change that
easily? I feel like I'm just so laid back. I feel like I was still me
from the past until now. Is it time for me to have a change? Is it
wrong treat people good? Is it wrong to become a kind person? I just
don't know what to say.
I'm so confused. I always bring laughter to people. I always smile to
people when I see them. But I just don't feel like I've been
appreciated for my present. Ahhhh~~ I just feel so sick and tired.
Feels like going somewhere else and never come back again. Can anybody
read me???
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