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x: what do you do when you realized you made the biggest mistake of your life
x: i know it might sound ridiculous to you
x: but i only want her
x: i made the biggest mistake now i have to live with it
x: the most epic fail of all time
x: on my trip to portland and seattle
x: i all could do was think of her
x: and how i wish she was there
x: and how i was so scared of commitment and immature at the time that i pushed her away
i called her
x: told her everything
x: about the mistake i made
x: and how i felt
x: and i only wanted to be with her for the rest of my life
x: she said its too late
x: well not in those words
x: she's seeing some guy
x: life with regret
x: for the rest of my life
x: fuck me