Hur.
2008-11-06 11:06PM / 標準BLOG
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I am in an ultra bad mood today.
I am losing faith and trust in human relationships.
So... I was noticed afterall.
So... my performance was judged.
Friends were saying, "Why do you have to care so much? Just ignore."
And yada yada.
No one I talked to today was on my side.
High egoism?
Sensitive?
Perhaps.
I know, I know.
I shouldn't care about what others think, whether they are appreciative or not.
I shouldn't care about how people judge me.
我只是认为如果我不反驳，不去在乎他人对我的看法，那是自己对自己的亏欠与缺憾，生命哲学人人自有篇章，那么阔的天空谁都能拥有自己挣扎求存的伎俩啊。。。
难道我真的错了吗?
我知道我无法猜透身边熟悉的人，谁是戴着面具的表演者，谁是真实的自我，我实在不知道， 所以我能够做的，只是对于人性抱着期望与信赖。
难道我又错了吗?
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