Here it is again!
2009-01-08 12:47PM / 標準BLOG
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another
year again...xmas and new year are passé now. getting back to the real
world again. when people say new year new resolution, to me i never
make any. furthermore i just read in the newspaper saying that it's not
good that it'll affect oneself. psychology matters, you know.
i have so many, in fact too many thoughts to write in here i didn't know where to start. okay, let's start here.
my
brain got stuck for a few weeks didn't know what to expect in this new
year. got a lil' scared. alot actually. today or should i say this year
it didn't started off well because i knew something unpleasant to me
will happen. that particular something involving work is unpleasant
only to me because i felt uneasy accepting what i am "force" to accept.
to others you might think that it's no big deal. i was waiting for it
to happen and it did.
Alternative,
since i have no choice in that, i look for some other things that'll
make me feel better and slowly free myself from it.
Well yeah, i actually do have a choice.
To
my family, thanks for taking good care of me all the time. i donno how
i should pay you'll back. nothing could describe how i felt when seeing
you guys giving me without wanting anything back. i'm sorry for being
selfish.
Friends out
there, my big sis aka whom i call a friend too Shuen, UU, Datin Jess,
Nette, thanks for having me and your thoughts for me, and especially
Shen who let me listen to all your problems, though i know sometimes i
can't help much, but the way u trusted me like nobody else does make me
feel very comfortable having you around and as a true friend. What is a
close/good and even best when we're not true. thanks. heart u lots.
For now, i just hope for something good to happen or shall i say make something good to happen. i just wanted to "live" better.
until next time
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