付出

 沒有想回報的付出..
就因為是家人.. i want to do all that i can
but i still want my own time..
time that i can do what i want or what i need
難道我付出的還不夠多嗎?
從以前在highschool.. 因為照顧妹妹
很多同學聚會都沒有的去..
到現在.. 要幫忙載東載西的..
sometimes they are even late for the pick up time..
made me sit in the stupid car with nth to do for more than 15mins...
人生有多少個15分鐘?
這星期天還要開6小時....
6 小時耶... weekend 就這樣沒啦...
星期五晚就想relax... 不可以嗎?
星期六就想做點自己想or需要的..
很過分嗎? i just want my own time too...
what the hell?
i just want to use my own pace to finish my task..
what is everyone want to restrict me?
why is everyone like to push?
one is my mom.. two younger sisters..
not my daughters.. how can u compare?
your responsibilities are different......
why compare you and me?
WHY!!!!!!!!

i hate freaking dress code!!
party is for fun.. why dress code??
work already have dress code..
stupid part time already have dress code..
why does a party need a dress code?!?!?!?!

ahhhhh.. why is Friday night all about whining?
i hate life like this...
i hate myself being like this..
but there are no way else to release all this...
lecture.. lecture.. always lecture when i wanna release my stress...
wanna freaking run away!