Pure love

When I was a child, teachers/ textbooks always said your parents love you the most in the world.  In the reality, I always heard of news about child abuse, parents abandon their children......I wonder if my parents love me too.

I don't like children, cos I don't know how to play with them, how to make them laugh.  That's why we have Amelie after we married for 6/7 years (cos we felt kind of bored being 2 of us only ).  I take care of her by myself since she was born, she's never out of my sight more than 2 hours (when I went to hair salon), cos I want her memory to have me.  My grandma raised me, and I didn't have any child memory of  my parents.  I want her to know that I'm always there for her.

Amelie is very naughty, always jumping around, disturbing you, and sometimes I'd go mad on her, but she still wants to hold me, she still wants to hug me even I ignore her when I get mad on her.  Her huge eyes - looking at you - it seems that I'm the only one in her world, and when she said "I love you" and kiss me, oh my god!  I'm sure she really loves me, no matter how I scold her, the love in her eyes is so pure, I'm not so sure where can I find this feeling again in my life.

Teachers/ textbooks are partially wrong, children always love their parents as well.  I will never forget this feeling, the love in her eyes for me, and I'm sure I must love her forever.

(To all moms, don't forget your children's love for you!)