To Thine Own 'Flame Be True...

s'up y'all??

I'm a bit sluggish with my blogs lately....  no reason really, just slow and pretty much out late all the time....

last friday was a pretty amazing day...  my auntie, Ruby, took me to ShenZhen for the day...  We shopped, got fully body massages, and ate some pretty awesome Japanese food...  with some top noche sake!  During the meal, we were talking about all sorts of things, and one thing that stuck out most was about relationships...  She talked about her past, and I about mine.  I talked about how I couldn't let my last relationship go and that I was still pretty smitten by him til recently.  I told her how I felt..being its been 2 years, I still love him.... 

Then, she told me about her story.... 
She told me about her first husband, and their divorce and then his unfortunate death of suicide.  She told me that even though they were divorced, his suicide devastated her emensely.  She told me that she was raw for about 3 years, after his death....  There is no right time to let go....  Time heals, but most of us just don't have the patience to wait it out....

She taught me something...  There is no time limit on loving a person....  Time helps to fade away the pain, but it's never STUPID to love someone, for however long....  Although our situations were completely different, I got her point.....

yesterday afternoon, I received an email iniviting me to this guy's wedding in a month...and I also found out that they are expecting a baby soon after...  weird how things happen, eh???

guess this is God telling me to move on, as he has.....

I will move on, damn right I will move on........