I totally can relate to your blog. I get so wrapped up in being "busy," when I do have a sliver of time to reflect, I don't even know what I'm so busy doing. ..the worst is, I'm not busy doing what I really want to be busy doing, one of which is "writing" like you, and also making music. Anyways, just wanna  share my thoughts with you...and I also ca relate to your announcement. "let me be real
let me be honest
let me be humble." These are values that money cannot buy. I pray everyday, not in those exact words, but similar. In the entertainment biz, sometimes you're controlled by your agents or record company,etc...so you can't be real. They want to keep a certain image about you. That goes along with being honest. I try to be real and honest, maybe that's why my agent is so frustrated with me...and being humble is the root of it all. Once all the glitter and glamour gets to your head, you can forget about being real and honest., coz you have already lost your truth self. Pride is the root of all evil I believe. Satan was an angel, but because of pride, he was casts out of heaven & become the arch enemy for all those who wants to be a part of God's kingdom.  I'm glad I click on your profile pic. You have something worth sharing with others. As Quincy Jones once said, "Do well and Do GOOD." You are doing both.Praise God!