TOO "ADULTS" FOR MY FRIENDS & TOO "KID" FOR DA ADULTS...
2007-11-16 4:58AM / 標準BLOG
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UPDATE OF ME
wow i haven't blogged in a LONG TIME !! i just had too much going on...first off da normal changes. I got my
GUN LICENSE & FIRST AID CERTIFICATE to prepare me for being a future custom officer. I'm not taken yet but just want to get ready.
around life, in me both mentally and physically...quite rough i would say. So it was hard for me to sit down n blog cos i didn't even know wut was happening to me. I'm finallly blogging now cos seems that my changes are finally settling down...going into equilibrum... n my mind has came up w/ some sorta conclusion *crosses finger*.
But ya, i'm actually a person quite cool with changes but just recently these changes came hard on me quite unexpectedly that ppl around me (friends, family) and even myself couldn't handle. Don't worry it's nothing bad...i'm sure most of u have experienced it already...it's dat transition from a lil kd to an adult. I'm actually still in progress...let's say i'm stll "LEARNING" to be an adult n i'm not so good in it haha.
N one obstacle i think would be wen ppl around u are not growing up w/ u at the same time, so wen they look at u they just think they're losing me or i'm changing. So u would say just switch up from acting like an adult wen ur w adults, n act like a kid wen ur w/ ur friends? Not dat easy for me, right now i'm too "adult" for my friends and too "kid" for da adults....haha. So it's hard on me cos they dun understand that i'm not changing into another person...i'm just growing up. But ya...laughs the laughs n cried da cried. I'm kinda numb, confused n dazed now...dunno who to trust but myself n just going w/ da flow....
just a lil update of myself...will blog sumthing not so heavy next time haha n AnD is doing GREAT!! though i dun blog i DO stalk over EVERYONE hahaha~~ =p
peace
人總要長大...只是很難
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