i wish i had the ability to know what a person is thinking whenever i want... because i sure need it right now... is it better not to know though? ... *sigh* i don't know.... and i don't think i will ever know....

but i'm going to keep on hoping...

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anyway, we had our staff dinner (minus Weirdo... yay!) tonight... good food, good company, good conversation; what more can you ask for? haha
oh, we didn't exclude him on purpose... he had a family dinner he had to go to... but the past couple of days without him in the office was awesome! lol

another awesome weekend has gone by way too quickly... good times never last....=(

brief recap:
fri (the 13th... dun dun dun... lol): got a message saying that a couple friends from Calgary are here so we met up for dinner at a Jap restaurant.... it wasn't that good, to be honest.... but it wasn't horrible.... we decided to go grab a coffee and then go to karaoke.... but they were super tired and even the coffee didn't help so we decided to just call it a night....

sat (vday): woke up to find that i missed 2 text messages... they wanted to do dim sum but since i didn't get the message til it was too late i didn't go... met up later .... went to dinner at this shanghai restaurant... not bad... then went to karaoke... we had to go to 3 different ones because they were all packed.... who knew so many people want to karaoke on vday? ....

sun: didn't do much in the morning... met up with cousins for coffee later that day... then we went to dinner... Jap again.... again, not that great... but wasn't horrible....

think i'm getting sick.... but i've been feeling like this for awhile now.... but this time i'm coughing a bit as well... so kinda waiting to see if it'll become a full blown cold.... =\

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it seems as though you haven't gotten the message yet... but this time i am determined to not give in....

got a nice surprise today... turns out that a couple friends from calgary flew here for the weekend (they have a long weekend)... so we went out for sushi and then had some coffee... good company, good conversation, good times!

gonna hang out with them tomorrow (or, if you want to be technical, later on today)  ... it's always fun when they're here or when i go over to calgary.... it's not what you do or where you are, it's the company you're with that makes times so good... =)

so what if i'm single on Valentine's Day? i've got my friends... and Valentine's Day is overrated and over commercialized anyway.... =P

so i have over 1350 visitors so far (as per the statistics counter)... where do you guys all come from? hahaha... anyway, whether you find my blog interesting or boring or it makes you roll your eyes or whatever thanks for dropping by... and please leave a comment; i want to see who's been taking time out of their day to read my ramblings... =)

finally got to see "He's Just Not That Into You"... yes, I know it's only been out for a week but i've wanted to see it since i saw the trailer way back when... it was a good movie... very happy with it...

i've been addicted to some songs the past couple of days...
1. Adele - Chasing Pavements
2. Adele - Make You Feel My Love
her voice is just amazing.... it reminds me of Diana Krall, another amazing, soulful singer...
<3 <3 <3  ... i can close my eyes and listen to them sing all day....
3. Carrie Underwood - So Small
i especially love the chorus: sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand/and what you've been out there searching for forever is in your hands/and when you figure out love is all that matters afterall/it sure makes everything else seem so small
... quite meaningful, imo... and it was this song that put me in a better mood when i was bummed out a few days ago...

i'm stupidly waiting for something ... eventhough all signs tell me that it will probably never happen... i know that i should just let go but a part of me is telling me not to...

so much is running through my head right now... but i'm going against my better judgement... i want to say that i want to know exactly what is going on but i don't because as long as i don't know the truth i can still cling onto the little bit of hope i have... i don't want to wake up.... at least not right now...