Who will be my 20000?

Ok, i am counting my blog visitors. So far is 19563 visits and i am very exciting who's gonna be my 20000? It is very childish and it doesn't mean anything at all for some peoples but i do care just like you want to know who care u the most or you login AnD account u will go to the home page and check out who is your recent visitors. Who visit my blog? Why visit my blog? What they feel about my blog? ????????? So many questions like a green kid, maybe i am still a kid who knows!
I like blogging here cuz i feel love. I still remember the good/bad days we making The Heavenly Kings. How can i forgot the day we finally confirm we can  wash the dv footage to film? How can i forgot the day i finally saw the A copy at the lab. How can i forgot the day we walk the red carpet at the HKIFF as a special hidden x rate film and i cry as fuck at the after party? How can i forgot the day Dan win the Best new director? How...? Never man! Why i wrote this man... am i on Math? No, i quit when i was 21. Am i tripping? No... is 4:30 pm and i just woke up one hour ago having my first coffee. I know why cus i love the whole ideas about and i am part of Alive. Don't get me wrong my friends i am cool but i am writing little lost control because i feeling little no right about someone just came here take what they needs and use it like a motherfucker then go away! I don't like this way man! May be this is what they call  i am too serious, web network is like that. Take what u need then go to the other one and do the same thing again. Is it like that? Friends, tell me...!
I just love this photo!