Two sides of a story...Think before you type!

I'm not sure whether it is a burden or a favour to know two sides of a story...this time it feels more like a burden because I got personally involved in the aftermath of an unhappy ending of a love story here on AnD. Personally involved means that I fell in love with one of the parties, though my feelings will remain unanswered and I can live with that.

The things happened throughout the last month leave me with a feeling like caught and spit out of a rollercoaster or drawn through a tumbler...though you may say, does this all make sense? Yes it did for me, though it was painfull. I learned to express my feelings more openly not only here but also to my friends in real life and it feels good, though I think I got more vulnerable because of this. But I think I'm strong enough for this and I hope it will enrich my life.

I also feel like torn between two friends who I like very much and both of them opened their heart to me. They both have their own sight of the whole story so it was kind of hard for me to put the puzzle together. Though some pieces still miss, I see a lot clearer know and as ever, the truth has to be found somewhere in the middle. I hope I don't have to make a choice between them, it is hard enough to agree to disagree. My conclusion is that many people do wrong to one party of the whole story (and this is not influenced by my personal feelings). You don't have to agree with this but this is my sight of it and I hope you will accept it. If not then I cannot help you. (The ones who are involved, know what I'm talking about)

Every person is just a person and has it's good and bad, it's light and dark sides. Nobody is perfect.

I just hope everyone has learned it's lesson out of this and will start to look forward. For those who believe in the lunar calendar, the new moon is a good moment to do so.

Nevertheless I wish everyone a happy Chinese New Year - may the year of the rat be a lucky one in every aspect of your lives and may your wishes come true!!

Hmm, just one thing I have to add before I go back to work: Next time, think before you act and for the internet and here on AND I got to say: Think before you type!