havent write in this blog for such a long time.....it took me a while to figure out how to blog in this website. lolz

I think guys can totally play the mind game better than girls when they want to....so i have this huge crush on this guy``and i m so confused because sometime i m so positive that he likes me and sometimes i m not sure at all......he is just fucking w/ my mind...or he doesnt even noe that he is doing it....so how exactly can i tell if he have feelings or not....? god knowsss```
i suck at mind games....! this is torturing...

maybe it is not a crush...maybe i m in love with you?

Cant stop thinking~!! y r u so Fine???

ahh!!! is so hot and sunny up here....i like it better in sf when it gets 222 sunny up here...i miss the foggy daysssss =' [ 

I HATE BEING FAT!!!! i need to lose weight so i can swim in my bikini...!!! urgh.....i dont like my tummmiiii....but eatinggggggggg is my hobbi~oh no WHAT SHould I DO???

todai```````

1. hung out w/ my parents

2. washed the car

3. had family dinner

4. did some catching up w/ my girl fds =] hvnt been talking to them for a long time...it turns out that they did a lot of crzi stuff...maybe "mel" did alot....XD maybe people just need crzi things to spice up their life a little!

5. And i think i m getting a little sick from car washing

Pictures from hanging out w/ some college fds

todai```````

1. hung out w/ my parents

2. washed the car

3. had family dinner

4. did some catching up w/ my girl fds =] hvnt been talking to them for a long time...it turns out that they did a lot of crzi stuff...maybe "mel" did alot....XD maybe people just need crzi things to spice up their life a little!

5. And i think i m getting a little sick from car washing

Pictures from hanging out w/ some college fds

   It had been chaos ever since the second quarter of my college life started...over this period of time there had been tension going on between my roommate and i...=[ it wasnt a very friendly situation`our argument finally break out three weeks ago, and over these three weeks it was like hell...did feel like moving back to the dorms...becuz living w/ her was quite painful...i didnt want to deal with her shit anymore so i hv decided to cancel our apartment lease for the coming school year~yesterday i finally got her and my other house mate to settle our business in the management office....she was lagging the whole time trying to avoid the problem....she probably thought i was hella shady for putting her in a bad situation...but now i will care less about wat she thinks about me`since she is a self-fish and self center person..........

Finally today!! =] i found a new place to live next year``` and it is quite decent and cheap` sharing a apartment with one house mate```that will sure simplify a lot of trouble. WhooO``! i found the solution to the problem XD

Although this was a tough time for me but i learn quite a bit ^^

1) cannot always be the nice one 24/7``Forget it!! it just doesnt work that way..

2) cannot always ignore others faults thinking it will get better```because it will only get worst``got to tell them straight up``

3)some people just wont appreciate wat you do for them`so i will not get angry or depress over these people anymore...cuz it is not worth it...

4) my EQ definitely got higher after this incident XD

THanks to the people who were beside me the whole time~!

Special Thanks to Vivian, Zoey, Queenie, Tiffany, Timmy, Sarah, Michelle, Gary, Danny, Alvin, and Nicole (for lending her ears to me` =])