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  • Listening to the Rain...and X and thinking of Him

    2009-04-02 5:38AM / 標準BLOG / 會員可以看
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         I'm sitting here listening to my favorite power ballads and watching the rain. Gi-sama called this morning and yesterday morning. I've been thinking about him alot i know a huge part of my heart is always with him but is it because he's safe? is because he's what i truly want or what i should want? i'm not even sure if it's the relationship i miss or the best friend he was before we muddled things up with love. all i know is here i am listening to every song that makes me think of him.  i know with him i could have the house in the suburbs with the 2 cars in the drive way 2 kids (we're both single parents to 2 amazing little girls) and 2 dogs out back. i honestly don't know if i want those things. we've come close to marriage twice in the time we've been on and off. (almost 4 years).i don't even know if i want that. i do know however being with him means i have to let go of my wanderlust and any of my dreams that take me away from stateside longer than a couple weeks.well enough of my musing.

    he's forever in my heart
    in my thoughts
    but my future is not so clear

    -char

    Forever Love -X (Japan)

    もう独りで歩けない
    時代の風が強すぎて
    Ah 傷つくことなんて
    慣れたはず　だけど今は...

    Ah このまま抱きしめて　
    濡れたままの心を
    変わり続けるこの時代に
    変わらない愛があるなら

    Will you hold my heart
    涙　受け止めて
    もう壊れそうなAll my heart

    Forever Love Forever Dream
    溢れる想いだけが
    激しく　せつなく　時間を埋め尽くす
    Oh, tell me why

    All I see is blue in my heart

    Will you stay with me
    風が過ぎ去るまで
    また溢れ出す All my tears

    Forever Love Forever Dream
    このままそばにいて
    夜明けに震える心を抱きしめて
    Oh Stay with me

    Ah 全てが終ればいい
    終わりのないこの夜に
    Ah 失うものなんて
    何もない 貴方 だけ

    Forever Love Forever Dream
    このままそばにいて
    夜明けに震える心を抱きしめて

    Ah Will you stay with me
    風が過ぎ去るまで
    もう誰よりもそばに

    Forever Love Forever Dream
    これ以上　歩けない
    Oh Tell me why Oh Tell me true
    教えて　生きる意味を

    Forever Love Forever Dream
    溢れる涙の中
    輝く季節が　永遠に変わるまで
    Forever Love
     translation

    I'll never walk alone again, the winds of time are to strong.
    Ah, it's that what you hurts, which you'll have to live with...
    Ah, this tight embrace, and this burning, unchanged heart.
    In this ever changing time, love will never change.

    Will you hold my heart? Stop flowing tears.
    Again, all of my heart is broken....

    Forever love, forever dream
    Only flowing emotions,bury this intense,
    trying, meaningless times.
    Oh tell me why ... all I see is blue in my heart.

    Will you stay with me? Wait until after the wind passes,
    all my tears are still flowing...

    Forever love, forever dream Stay with me like this.
    Hold my trembling heart in the dawn.
    Oh stay with me...

    Ah, everything good seems to be ending,
    in this unending night.
    Ah, what else would you lose if nothing at all matters.

    Forever love, forever dream, stay with me like this.
    Hold my trembling heart in the dawn.

    Oh will you stay with me... Until the wind passes,
    stay with me again.

    Forever love, forever dream, I'll never walk this path.
    Oh tell me why, tell me true, teach me how to live.
    Forever love, forever dream, within flowing tears
    Bright seasons will forever change again and again ....
    forever love...

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  • mellydurham
    藝術家空間  美麗
    留言於2009-04-02 11:05PM [举报]
    That's hard to know, I pray for clarity and wisdom for you, in Jesus' name!
  • MissScarlett
    MissScarlett
    留言於2009-04-02 8:25AM [举报]
    Dunno girl but it sounds like that IS what you want. Maybe it's time to dive in and get that life while you can. Yeah, it means some sacrefices, but don't the gains out balance the losses? And the things you'd be giving up, do you really have them? or are they just hopes? Just my rambling thoughts...
  • vanness08
    vanness08
    留言於2009-04-02 7:55AM [举报]
    Dang! That was sum deep stuff there girl....
    the question is what you gonna do now  since your future aint clear?? 0_0

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