How was your month?

Hope you grow. Hope you had a good meal. I learned lot.

I learnedHard work will pay off

listen to other people

Do not throw things on the floor

Do something you are scared of.

What was your lesson this month? I wanna know.. I had my ups and downs, October was just fun.  Then November was lots of spiritual growth. I act tough, I drink gasoline in the morning, but with luckycharm. I’m very sensitive at heart. So when ppl accuse me if I’m porn star that hurts. It is like someone accusing you if you are sluts, or you have std or something. I just learned to smile instead of crying because ppl dont know my struggle of coming here by myself and supporting my ass and my mom. Those are the reasons why I’m afraid of touching things, I guess. Feeling things, Because if you never been touched, you are safe emotionally, physically. Free from the Words, germs, people around you. But You can’t live like that forever. J.C.Everything has changed. fashion, music,everything but my love for you will never change. because you ever left me, I’m so fudged(is allowed to used in the sentense?)scared but I can’t wait.  DO WHAT YOUR HEART TELLS YOU TO DO!You all know I just watched hanna Montanna before this blog. Busted.