Alone

Finally, I'm alone at home now.  The Golden Week in China is over, so Amelie is back to school this morning, my E is back to work, and my E's mother is back to his brother's home to take care of the twin babies.  Finally, I have my own free time and space now.

I have no idea how I survived this week.  Amelie was sick, and then my turn.  Even I was not feeling well, I still have to cook for the family; if I didn't cook, my E's Mom only ate an apple for lunch, so what can I do?  I must cook.  Plus, there'll have no electricity supply tomorrow (subway construction nearby), so I tried my best to "clear" all the meat from the fridge.  Luckily, my E's brother came yesterday and asked his Mom to go back to his home (lots of argument between his wife and his mom, not go to details, none of my business), so she came back to his home this morning as well. 

I felt so depressed when she's around, not that I hate her, just she's too "free" and whatever I did, she'd speak something; then I found out she loves to watch movies, so I played DVD for her day and night, and so she has no time to care anything happened in my home.  But she said she'd come back every evening, cos we have Taiwan TV satellite she can watch Taiwan news.

We're bringing her back to Taiwan next week, and hopefully, my depression will over soon.  I didn't have dinner for a week, I just don't want to eat.  I think I just can't live with other people, so uncomfortable and no freedom, cos I left home when I was 16.  Anyway, anyone live with your mother-in-law?  If I need to live with her for the rest of my life, I think I'll go out to get a job, cos I can't stay home all day with her.