iceman

this day, i am really laid back. i am getting bored in studying..i have been a very lazy student..have not been studying hard..just relying on my stocked knowledge..i want to freeze in a moment and stop doing anything..and stop thinking about anything. we had a test in pharmacology, the NCLEX type of test, our teacher is really trying to test us..gladly i passed even without studying but i am not satisfied for i know that if i had reviewed last night i could have a much higher grade or even perfected it.

gosh, this year has been a very bad year for me. lots of problem came up...financial. family, friends...i may not have mentioned it, but my family is not your typical happy family. my dad and mom are having cold war, and it really affected me at first but now, i got used to it. family business went down..so now i have to be extra careful in handling money. God, i really do wanna break free....and just recently my sis and her bf invited me and my mom (without dad ofcourse to avoid war)  out for dinner and they told us that she's pregnant, uptil now my sis didn't mention anything to my dad (still trying to find the right timing), but i know that my dad already knew it and is just waiting to be told. i admire him for his character. he is not the kind of dad who yells and hurts his children. he speaks with wisdom which can really hit you. and now, one of my best friends got out from school..she had a lot of absences and it really affected her grades..she was sick then but we don't know what hit her. she doesn't wanna tell us. so now, she stopped schooling and just hangs around..going out at night and drinks..the painful part is..we just read a comment on her account saying that she's a bitch and whatever. and so.. curiosity went over and we checked the profile of that person.. there we found out that it got all her pics with captions in it..and there, we read one caption that made us even hungry for more info..it says something like being pregnant and then having aborted a baby...it made us very worried and sad..i know that she's going through a really hard time right now. but i know she knows that we are just here for her, willing to help and listen when the time comes that she wants to open up..

i wish iceman is here to help me getaway with all this problems... I  have lots of things i really wanna do..travel, work, and live!

ICEMAN!! SAVE ME!