Back from Shanghai and.....

I liked it here.

'this boring little city , got nothing to see' described by most artists who toured here, Toronto.

Despite recieving an award, met my best friend in showbiz Kalok, visited my mom in HK.

I had this little revelation, not necessarily resulted from this trip, or it could be.

One has to know what he/she wants excatly in life in order to be truly happy.

someone not restricted age, always searching, still not find what one wants.

and luckily, i know what i wwant.

After knowing what I want yet knowing what I cant have despite of knowing what i want and be

content with that realsiation, i learned that too.

Sometimes, timing, distances, limitations, priority........restricted what what can have,

and if we fight......that disrupt the naturalness of things........

Finally....to know who i m, who I m excatly am.

not others see me, describe me....not even best friends'

but me and myself....looked into the mirror of my soul...........

who i am..........this is for myself to learn iin days to come........

and this is my trip to shanghai..........strange.....but good.

j