Manytimes we let it slipped.....

Yes....manytimes.

We let what could have developed into a strong friendship slipped away......

we sometimes let what's shoould be the closest slipped away.

my little cousin from HK was sent to her IBM head Office mtg at Washington for 1 wk

took time off to stay in toronto for another week.....

she had a few good friends here from her University days,

but only one good cousin here.....me.

Actually she had a few, my sister, my anohter cousin........

but we were very clsoe....it was still like yesterday when I saved her from

corruption in Montreal.....something happened back then....

I risked taking her back to Toronto....now she's have a good life.

So mutaully, we were much connected........

She got married to a Fireman...and she is a very simple girl...

a little apartment in HK, a job....if a simple loving husband then she'll be happy 100%

First, they tried n tried....still cant have a baby of their  own,

I know her...she loves babies......from anyone.....Fate is a funny thing.......

some can have 8 ina  birth,,,despite of much and natural and technolically assisted

methods....no babies..........manytimes they had tried....Failed.

Lately....husband was travelling to China quite a bit....reason is simple...

affairs...occasional players......

My little cousin remianed calm and simple...but I can tell....

well, no women can stand unfaithfulness....yet..if that's the only thing one had clinged to,

U can imagine in her calm world...there's actaully no calm but aloneess...

we MSN a lot...so I know the developing story.....

Just when she's visiting....TV's launch had me pinned down....hr by hr schedules...

attending mtgs after mtg...sheeer exhaustion that i share with U back then....

i could make time to see if i really squuueze....

I did, but for 45 min with her friend around....so....it's not actaully a talk.

That's it...she went back..........1.5 mths ago....

Things like this, we let it slippled away.....busy has got into our way....

if U were me what would U had done different...?

The funny thing, I'd like to write this experience down the day she left,,,

again...only today....a queist sunday morning.....after a long night rest,

however awake quite early....then I ahve time to share with U.

Manythings Manytimes...we let it wait....let it past, let it slipped...

thinking we would still have chance to make up ......

Maybe my cousin and me, we can.

Yesterday, Headline of someone got shot in the head due to a dispute in a much known

Mall in toronto (Pacific Mall). Pronounced Dead Last night. A cellphone Sales

I know the guy, a casual friend, someone's good friend or dear cousin.....

his name is Daniel.

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