Ah... Almost forgot about AnD... Should I come back...

I made this needle felted miniature Stew shortly before his passing... I did not plan it but now its like a final remembrance for me and also something to decorate his Shrine with.



The funny thing is, my grandma kinda just found out I brought his ashes home a few days ago. I dunno how come she did not noticed it on the shelf since she goes into my room everyday. She began shouting about me bringing 'dirty' things home etc which made me really angry.

Actually I dun believe in a next life or in heaven. I believe in evolution. To me, a living being is just a corpse after death and ash after cremation. Thats all. Nothing magical. To say that my Baby has gone to Bunny Heaven is just to make myself feel better thats all. I believe that the only eternity in this world lives in our memories. Heaven only resides in our mind.

I almost told her that if she minds so much about corpses in the house, then she should clear out our fridge as it is full of Chicken, Cow, Pig and Fish corpses...

Luckily the next day she did not mention the matter anymore coz I guess she knows that once my mind is made up, I will not change it easily. My parents think that actually I do not have to bring his ashes home. Yeah that is true. I dun need to but I want to. Who knows one day I will be rich and will be able to afford LifeGems. Then I will make my Baby into diamonds. That is also for eternity... Wahaha!!!

I have finally finished the Stew Baobei soft toy. Actually it is already completed for a few weeks but I cannot get the eye right. After putting in the eye with lid from bearycheap, it still looks scary. And Meimei decided to bite the lids off as well so I took it out. So in the end, after stitching and un-stitching for 5 times, I decided to just put in the Alive Baby eye from bearycheap. Den I think that it is sewn too low, so I took it out again and sewed it higher and viola!! Baobei is done. I don't think it looks 100% like him of course. Its still a soft toy but Meimei seems ok with the new version and likes to lie on him and lick him.

My baby boy has left me... I am too tired to blog about it twice... Please read at www.bigbadbunnies.blogspot.com

Recently I found loads of our fav show when we were studying in Melbourne on Youtube.

Mad TV!! It is hilarious!! We love it so much we would specially go home just to watch it. I think this is one of the new ones. Its been a long time. Time to start downloading from Youtube!! Woohoo!!


Video: http://youtube.com/watch?v=jm4l21SixMQ