After 6 months
2008-11-15 11:48PM / 標準BLOG
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6 months passed since I got meningitis. I didn't have typical symptoms so I couldn't diagnosis by myself. I couldn't accept I was sick even I couldn't move my right hand. I am lucky that I'm still alive without any serious disfuunction. I can work, dance and have fun in HK. :)
Meningitis is a kinda brain iflamation. I still have memory loss. It is like I lost the key to open my box of "memory". I have many boxes in my brain and I still couldn't open some of them. Here are some examples.... I forgot names of my favourite band. I had to see my iPod to check their names. I forgot my "best" friend's name at high school. When my friend told me his cousin commited suicide, I just felt sorry. A few hours later I suddenely remembered "my cousin" also commited suicide. I forgot all about this when my friend told me about his cousin. I couldn't believe. How could I forget it? These are the things about "my past". Meningitis affects my short term memory as well. One day I was at a restaurant with my family. I wanted to eat salad and ordered one. I found empty dish. `Oh! Who ate my salad?" My son said to me " You did!! I wasn't drunk at all. I don't drink when I eat out with my family because I'm a driver.
I know it's strange but I feel I'm happier. I think I forgot all bad things in my past. About short term memory loss, my doctor says it will be fine sometime soon.
By the way I got a new hamster! She is a cutie, huh?

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