Freaking out right now

Just a quick blog. Hopefully I'll finish before I get busy.

It's my last week here at the National Library, so I've been super busy training the new girl up. She's picking everything up really quickly and she's good with computers, so she should be pretty on to it by the time I leave. I had much more difficulty teaching the girl who lasted two and a half days.

Anyways, I'm totally freaking out right now. At work, the feeling has been small, because, while people keep bringing it up, when I tell them I'm leaving in February, they're all like "oh, so you've still got a while before you leave." So when my Tuesday BodyJam instructor told me to inform her two weeks beforehand when my last day was, I was still okay. During BodyJam, that's when I started freaking out. I couldn't keep my mind on the moves, and ended up making so many mistakes. She'd made me realise just how close it was before I left.

I'm gonna be booking my flights next week some time, since I can't really do it this week. I think I'll be heading to the Sunshine Coast (actually, I'm not even sure if they live in Sunshine Coast, but I know they're somewhere round there, I've just been telling everyone it's the Sunshine Coast) on the 12th of February. Still not sure how long I'll stay, waiting on confirmation from my friends on how long they want me to stay.

Then I head straight to Hong Kong from there.

Eeek!

I am officially freaking out right now and getting cold feet and I just wanna go home, snuggle up and never leave. Yeah, I think I'll do that.