Birthday

Growing up in my family, birthday has always been the biggest thing, almost as big as Christmas, or probably bigger. Yet ironically enough, I have never had a birthday party before. I remember my birthday was always close if not at the middle of exam time. The last time I tried holding a birthday party was when I was 9 and only 1 classmate came. Her name is Mariana. I still can remember her face and I remember her present. It was a blue pencil case. When the doorbell finally rang, I was so excited and I saw her in a white greenish dress with a bow on her hair. I felt kinda embarrassed yet excited as I escorted her into the dining room with a long dining table covered with all kinds of catering food and snacks. Yet, we were the only 2 kids there, who knows where my brother went.... There were my nanny, 2 servants, my 2 drivers, and my mum and my aunt. So my friend and I just stared at the food and each other. It was an awkward situation to be in especially for 2 little girls.

I remember going to friend's sweet 17 or 21st birthday parties which were full with people in crowded hotel ballrooms.

Without I even realizing, so many years have passed and I have been moving countries since then. One of my New Year's  wishes  which I insist to wish on even till this year is to throw myself a BIG party on my birthday but I guess this wish gotta get thrown further to next year ^^ Well... O well... Hope I'll make it next year XD