Miserable

so moody these days
suppose to think through some stuff
but then it just cause more heartache most of the times
i just know.. no matter how hard i'm trying to forget..
it doesn't work.. sometimes i don't understand
if it's because of "the grape you can't reach is sour"
or i really do miss you..
but then.. if i don't really miss you
i'm suppose to be happier with someone
who love me more than i love him
that relationship gave me lots of pressure
i know why.. cause you are still in my mind..
you taken more than half of my mind..
how am i suppose to fit someone else in?
will i ever fit someone else in?