I'm still alive!

Well, didn't write for a while, just too sad, depressed........but I'm getting better.  My E said I think too much, " why bother someone who loves to lie and so mean to you, and she's nobody to you now since your Dad's dead."   Well, but it takes time not to think.....

Got a few days holidays here, we went to Disneyland HK on Sat, Amelie has so much fun, and I feel happy too, seeing her being SOOOOOO happy.  Went to IKEA on Thur., the newly opened shop in SZ to buy Amelie a little bed, yes, she's still sleeping with us.  That's why I can't have a good sleep, always kicked by her feet (on my face)!  BUT she only slept for half night, and she refused to sleep in her little bed again.............. Did some shopping in Tuen Mun, NT on Fri, the fastest place we can go to HK via the new Western Corridor.