case of the ex

can ex-es ever be friends?

so i tried to avoid talking to him because i know i'm ready yet, and i will still be affected by anything he says.

but he initiated a conversation.

and while i was looking forward to a pure 'just friends' conversation,
it turns out that he's still the same him.

telling me about his future plans, about buying a car (which he couldn't when he was with me), about saving up for his own home (which is obviously telling me that i'm not in the picture in his future) and i quote, that "it'd be great" when he's out (of the marines).

also telling me that "at least he knows his plans and what he's working towards" (emphasizing the fact when he told me that i'm a girl who doesn't know what she wants, indecisive, and not what he's looking for)

why tell me all these?
is he trying to "win the breakup"?

i can't see anymore point of view but the fact that he's still being petty and wants to tell me he's doing better off to somehow spite me and induce some form of reaction from me to make me feel bad.

and it just further re-affirms my decision, that i've made the right choice.

he seriously isn't the one for me at this moment, being so young (i think i failed to mention in my previous entries that he is 6 years younger than me) and immature in this thoughts.

sigh, it's just not meant to be.

i hope one day he'd come to realise that this is not what love is about.