Think More Of Others

Most of you have noticed that I've changed my MSN display name to Think More Of Others for a while.

At most times, when facing a situation, it's never an easy thing to start with thinking of how others feel before expressing your feelings. Humans have a heart and a brain, I have My Own heart and brain, so of course, My Heart and My Brain would be thinking of ME ME ME!

So it is inhuman to try to think of others BEFORE oneself, and is MORE inhuman to request others to do so when you can't even do it yourself.

But the delay between thinking of oneself and others can be shortened.

My delay is one day. One day defs: a night's sleep denotes the end of a day and the start of another.

So if something happens first thing in the morning, then yes, I'd be complaining about it, be depressed for the whole day; if something happens right before I sleep, unless I dreamt about it, it'd be over by the time I wake up. (if I dreamt about it, then give me the hours before lunch)

I still want to improve. This delay is still too long. Time between happening and sleep gives too many chances for me to hurt someone.

I want to apologize for what I was thinking, which probably led to some bad expressions last saturday.

But yet again, aren't we all human?