feeling ill..

Heya.. sorry for not visiting your blogs lately. I can’t stay longer online ‘coz I’ve been having constant headaches these past few days. it makes me wonder why I still feel uneasy even after I try to take some medicines.

In some intervals too, I feel like having slight fevers. what's worst is that my throat is sore every morning, & I keep on coughing during evenings & nights..  I'm even surprised that just when I began eating more than I used to, my weight suddenly drop down a pound.

What’s happening to me?! Does my health suddenly have to deteriorate while I age? sob.

oh well, maybe I’ll be spending my bday not feeling well.

By the way, just a couple of nights ago, I saw this film entitled “JUDAS” on TV, my Gosh, whoever made that film wanted to put shame on the religion. The casting, most especially the acting, & the scrīpt! Oh my, oh my!

In addition to this, their way of speaking was too westernize (Americanize?) that there wasn’t any sincerity thru it. It sounded kinda arrogant, that somehow you wonder how could "this" Jesus have influenced people thru his preaching, when he just sounded like an over – confident leader, while sometimes, his way of gestures were kinda hesitant.

Judas on the other hand was portrayed well, well enough that he made the stronger character here. This is also the first ever film that I saw Jesus being too confident & gayish. Just because Judas is the main character of this movie doesn’t mean Jesus had to act stupid.

I didn’t know how I even lasted watching this film as it only triggered more pain in my head, or maybe I was feeling too ill that I didn’t  even bother to move an inch from where I lay on the couch.

but then, the good thing about this movie was that you’ll learned to realized Judas’ own sentiments & his guilt over what he’d done.. I have to admit, after all my whining & ranting about the film while watching, the ending had a powerful effect..

anyway, hope everyone had a peaceful time during the holy week! I’ll try to get back soon w/ your recent posts when I’ll recover.