When can I set it straight?

My God... I think I need another surgery on my hand. The swelling has gone mostly, the pain is fading... BUT I CAN'T MOVE my pinky joints (between pinky and palm) all the mean while, the pinky itself moves alright. After physiotheraphy, my palm is getting more deformed... I think that is the word for it. I have been spending the last 3 days observing my X-rays (both before and after surgery). I observed that the doctor has pinned the metal steel a little overboard... higher than it should have been... so much that I can't bend my pinky.. so I can't hold a perfect punch? I am going to get my palm X-rayed again on next tuesday. Talked to the insurance guy, he said that unless the doctor admit his "negligence, fault or whatever it is" and take the responsibility of the additional surgery fee (if it is proved my suspicion is correct), I would have to pay for the fee.

Let's say I am right and I need another surgery, putting all things aside.... whatelse can anybody complain about? HEY.... I dun even mind suffering the pain or going through all that I went through after the first surgery, I just dun think I should be paying for the doctor's own mistake.... Isn't going through the pain a lot to suffer from already? I am not even complaining!

T_____T  My hand still hurts NOW when I pick up a jug of water, sign a paper, fill in the forms etc... When I imagine vomitting pankreas fluid again n getting super blur from pain killers... o... lord... I dun even mind going through all these again one more time... but paying the crazy hospital bill again????? That is so NOT FAIR!!!!