More bad luck

I guess my bad luck streak isn't over yet.

I got home after Friday classes. I look at my car hood and find many scratches. So I wonder and wonder and wonder, I figured out that my neighbor put their baby car seat on top of my car hood and when they took it back off, lets just say they didn't lift then move it. They just pulled on it and left, leaving my paint job scratched. Now I can't really say it was "really" them, nor can I go and say anything unless I want my car even more banged up if I do complain. I didn't catch them in the act, but I'm sure it was a baby car seat. My dad looked at it and even confirmed it.

Ah...my poor car!!!! My baby!!!!

Angish for the rest of the day. My dad wasn't helping me with letting me calm down on my own. He had to add words like "it could have been worse" etc...like I wanted to hear that. But ya, it could have been worse. Just that no one should ever try to say stuff like that when a girl is really mad. It doesn't help, it helps promote more anger. I guess they don't really understand that at all.

They kept telling me that being angry isn't going to help or whatever. Ya I know, but does anyone really want to hear that when they're angry? I mean really??? I mean emotions can't be controlled most of the time. Habits can be controlled to lead up to an emotion, but my emotion wasn't done by any habit in my control.

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I figured I'm not sick...It's from the bad pollution I'm getting down here in Fresno. There was a day or two, I'm not sure how long exactly. But there were reports of poisonious air, it was really smokey too. I could even see it! Man Fresno gets it bad, all pollution comes from LA and San Fran...no wonder people here have a high rate of asthema.  But yeah, since I have my windows open practically all the time, I'm guessing that my lungs have been effected by the air. It's not good considering how bad my lungs are already. I get pain in them from now and then. Stress seems to make it worse, or it's just a spasm of some sort...eck..underdeveloped lungs....crappy....But luckily my sister isn't effected at all by the pollution.

Hmm planning for a trip to LA. Not sure when....but it's coming up.  Hopefully I get to go to a really good restaurant. Any suggestions?