Rubiks Cube and meeting the family

Well Ryan and I got 2 rubiks cubes last week, Ryan is able to memorize all the steps that it takes to put it back into it's original color spaces. Me on the other hand, still having problems, but able to do it with a guide. lol haha It only takes Ryan under 2 minutes to finish it. Me, give me a half hour haha

So on Sunday night, I meet up with Ryans sister & fiance and her friends for Teppanaki at "Yoshinos". I like "E-do ya" much better. Fried rice was eh....I could do better than that...c'mon. Went okay, just stuck in the middle with Ryan trying to figure out which side of the convo do we want to be in.

My issue for the night was dealing with them all being smokers. Pretty bad spot don't you say???Wanna be in, but not ruin your lungs at the same time... Not much was said from me, same with Ryan, we don't really fit in with his sisters friends really. And when we left, we found things to add or say or to continue the convo that they started....geez...don't you just love it when that happens?? lol

Next week when I get back to Fresno on Sunday, I'm going to be meeting Ryans mom. She's going to be staying over at Ryans place, along with Ryans sister and her fiance and so will I. Uummm..yeah, for a 1 bedroom apt...it's gonna be a tight crammed place for 5 people. Not sure what to expect really.

I'm having a hard time trying to fit in, his sister last week told me something about baby wipes for facial cleaning...I'm thinking...okay, and had nothing to add or say because I don't use that stuff or use make up or know anything about hair or facial stuff..I'm totally clueless. I just told her okay and left and went back to sleep. Can't help it. I don't want to be rude but lady is stupid when it comes to things like this. I'm not a "girl" per say...I have the physical aspect of being one, but my brain doesn't work that way...

I don't know, I'm nervous. I know his mom is nice and fun. We've never spoken to each other, but able to mess with Ryans head at the same time while she and Ryan are on the phone, me and her would be ganging up on him. It's just hiliarious!  

It's just hard finding a footing with his family. I mean they're all happy about me and Ryan being together. But for me to get along with them is a different aspect. I'm a strange girl who doesn't talk much. I'm not anti-social, just dont know how or where to fit in or even if I could. That just worries me, what if they don't like me? I'm not evil or anything and neither are they, but I don't know.

I guess we'll just have to see how it goes.