Fear, our worst enemy

Well I barely have anything to write about, but since last nights incident I thought maybe this would be a good blog, or not...??

I walked torwards the bathroom to go take a shower, I stopped dead in my tracks facing a wolfbane spider. That sucker was HUGE!!!!...okay maybe not as big as the other ones that I've seen with tons of babies on it's back.... But I just kept staring at it. Not moving an inch. Then I looked at my mom which is in the room across from me and she's on the phone. I start calling out to her. She doesn't hear me. I start whimpering and making noises for hopes of catching her attention while still looking at the spider. All of a sudden the spider dashes across the floor into a different room I squeeled like there was no tomorrow and jumped like crazy.  Finally my mom got off the phone and looked at me. "What is wrong with you lady???" hahaha I point and say, "Spider!" She goes, "Oh, another one???" and laughs at me. She goes into the room and kills it. Takes it out and makes me look at it. Some of the legs were still moving and then she tosses it away. *cringe* Wheew....am I glad that was over...

Yes I'm afraid of spiders.

Story? lol I once woke up from sleeping because I felt something moving on my shoulder. I sat straight upwards. Then looked to my right shoulder. I see hairy like fibers waving at me, then I turn my head even more and see a spider on my shoulder. I tried screaming but I didn't want to wake everyone up, because they're still sleeping, I was just squeeling. So I panicked and was trying to brush it off of me. For 5 minutes because it was heading towards my back. Finally it got off. It actually ran off me..lol Then my dad comes in and asks me, "What's wrong?" I look at him in tears and say, "A spider almost ate me." And I point at the spider to direct his attention onto it. He looks at it and says, " I think it was more afraid of you then you of it." He laughs and he picks it up and takes it out of the room. Childhood trama...hehehe

My list of things that I'm most afraid of.

1) Loosing someone that I love/like. Family and friends that are close to me.

2) My middle sister, yes I am afraid of her since the time she threatened me with a meat clever for not turning on the stove for her...

3) Being lonely for the rest of my life.

4) No man wanting me

5) Loosing all of my stuffed animals

6) Spiders

7) Snakes

8) Scorpians

9) Centipedes

10) Car collisions

So what are you guys and girls most afraid of? Please do tell.